12/07/2013

Problematique


·       I’m finally in my last semester in college (YES, I’m claiming it! This is my LAST semester in college) and I must say it has been a whirlwind of emotions since it started last November. I’ve been stuck with pile of readings and a lot of pressure for thesis! I don’t know how I’m coping up, all I know is that I am not fine, I am too tired and too stressed to process everything. All I know is that I am frustrated because I have been giving awful answers during recitations (Hello there Tax and Media Law) and I terribly sucked in my first quiz for this semester. Wow. I can’t imagine what will happen to me now! I am exerting effort! I’m reading the designated topics for the week but damn; I still can’t give an fckn good answer. Super frustrating. Maybe because there is too much information and I lack focus. My mind has been flying in space and my body and mind want to go for Christmas vacation already. I exactly don’t know what to do anymore. Lord, konting ambon pa po ng patience and wisdom please? L I know that I can do this. 4 more months! I can bare this! I can! I can’t just walk away; I am near the finish line already. I just need to carry the burden with grace and continue moving forward! You can do this dear self! YOU CAN AND YOU WILL!