Hashtag Senior Year

Senior year, senior year, senior year… those words keep on banging my head this afternoon during our enrollment. I don’t how to feel for this academic year. I know within me that it would be a roller coaster ride and a bittersweet journey towards the finish line. I can’t help but think what will happen to me? What would happen most especially that I am an officer? I have my goals, yes I want to be part of the Latin Honors, I am aiming to have that medal on graduation day but I know there is no easy way, plus, I have a commitment with me and I need to give my best shot all the time. Hay hay hay. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m nervous. BUT I’m EXCITED! You can do this Mayyeng! Go go go!!!

Here goes my first entry for my SENIOR YEAR! 

Philippine Fashion Week Experience Day 1

I’m so lucky that I was able to attend the opening of Philippine Fashion Week Holiday Collection for 2013! I saw the chic and colorful designs of SM Ladies Fashion and Parisian as well as the sophisticated and classy designs of Michael Cinco. Obviously, I loved Cinco’s show! Until now, I can imagine the models walking in front of me. <3

Here are some of the pictures that my co-intern Gericka de Dios took:

SM Ladies Fashion Wear and Parisian

Ms. Ruffa Gutierrez modelling for the SM Ladies Fashion show

Colorful dresses for the summer!

 Michael Cinco

I really love the details of this dress.

Simple cut yet very classy

Balloon-y design

Queen bee at its finest!

The epic middle pose.

Black Swan 

 

Black and white black swan theme *i guess*

The final walk

Black and White and Black and White

Hail, the great Michael Cinco!

With my other classmates! Tasha, Me, Bert and Tricia

With my media pass ID! *winks*

Chances

Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again-Just Give Me A Reason, Pink

 But, there are things that we do not even understand. How can we even give reasons for such uncertainties?

Erotomania

"Erotomania is a rare disorder in which an individual has a delusional belief that a person of higher social status falls in love and makes amorous advances towards him/her."

Know more about it:

Erotomania

Relationships do end

I’ve been online for almost 11 hours a day since I’m watching over my sister’s business. So for 4 days now, I’ve been updated to everyone’s life. This morning, I read a friend’s tweet regarding how much pain she’s feeling. She broke up with his boyfriend (so, technically now his ex-boyfriend HAHA) and now the guy (who is also my friend) likes someone else already. I felt terrible for my girl friend so I messaged her directly telling her that I’m giving her a virtual hug and that she should start smiling because everything will be okay.

As I message her, I realized that everything is indeed unpredictable. A good relationship could be ruined in just a blink of an eye. I saw how much they loved each other and I know how their story started, I totally feel sad that their relationship has to end this way. The worst part? They are tweeting how they feel and people could sense that they have a problem. Their experience is great examples of relationships do end drama. Nonetheless, I am not siding anyone and I believe I don’t have a position to actually meddle about them.

I am just blogging to let go of the thoughts I’ve been thinking about the two of them since this morning. I just hope and pray that they would keep the friendship that they had when they started their ‘relationship.’

Furthermore, I think this post of mine is a self reminder not to rush into looking for the perfect guy. Maybe at this point, school must be my priority. I should stop looking for love, I should let love find me. He he kidding!

x

Forgive my grammar lapses.

Learn to let go

Say good-bye, let go and embrace the new moment... 

Sanity

It’s been awhile since I blogged. My internship is done already and it has been a whirlwind of fun and depression (I’ll be posting my internship journal soon). After my internship things had been the same, no summer vacation or anything. I am just here in the province, helping out in our business.

There are actually a lot of random things running in my mind right now but it seems that I cannot express them into easeful thoughts. Maybe my mind is clouded and my heart does not feel too much at the moment. So, here goes my sanity, writing just for the sake of writing… 

Self talking

I was talking to you this morning

With much bliss and hope in my heart

But halfway way our conversation

Wind blew

And I realized it was just an imagination

 I dream to acquire.