Big announcements

I’ve been uneasy the whole day because of he big announcement I have been waiting for since last week. This is a make or break it situation. I feel extremely nervous and giddy but I’m still gripping on the brighter side of things. I hope I get it (most especially that my parents are extra pushy to this big leap I want!) hay hay. When life is kicking me to situations like this, it sometimes kills me just because I hate the confusion and overthinking I’m bringing to myself. Most of the time, my brain goes extra noisy and grumpy as well. HUHU But then I am hoping for the best, may the odds be in my favor!

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Dreading for conclusions

All I feel is confusion
It starts to blow like a combustion
Inside my head it sings, "lalalalafrustration"
What will I do to get the dreaded conclusion?

I don't like how life is keeping me afloat. I don't have vivid answers to my questions. I know what I want, i'm pretty sure when it comes to work and school BUT it is as if circumstances won't give me the luck (?)

Deep within, I know God has BETTER and BIGGER plans for me. I just need to be patient. Keeping my hopes up. I just need to keep repeating that today is just another bad day but it is not a bad life. I'm a blessed person!