Problematique

·       I’m finally in my last semester in college (YES, I’m claiming it! This is my LAST semester in college) and I must say it has been a whirlwind of emotions since it started last November. I’ve been stuck with pile of readings and a lot of pressure for thesis! I don’t know how I’m coping up, all I know is that I am not fine, I am too tired and too stressed to process everything. All I know is that I am frustrated because I have been giving awful answers during recitations (Hello there Tax and Media Law) and I terribly sucked in my first quiz for this semester. Wow. I can’t imagine what will happen to me now! I am exerting effort! I’m reading the designated topics for the week but damn; I still can’t give an fckn good answer. Super frustrating. Maybe because there is too much information and I lack focus. My mind has been flying in space and my body and mind want to go for Christmas vacation already. I exactly don’t know what to do anymore. Lord, konting ambon pa po ng patience and wisdom please? L I know that I can do this. 4 more months! I can bare this! I can! I can’t just walk away; I am near the finish line already. I just need to carry the burden with grace and continue moving forward! You can do this dear self! YOU CAN AND YOU WILL!

RANDOM

Random realizations for today:

• ·      Tama si Sir Sy, TRUE LOVE RESPECTS AND WAITS. HAHA! (Salamat sa movie nila Dingdong at Bea na hindi ko masydong nagustuhan dahil hindi ko nakita ang ABS ni Dingdong o ni Enrique man lang!)
• ·      Itong semester na to ang pinaka-WTH-WTF-wow-sige-gapang pa na semester!
• ·      Nakakainis mag-emote sa UST kapag meron na yung Christmas lights! -_-
• ·      May mga bagay na hindi meant to be, huwag na ipilit… para hindi masakit!

HAHA! (WOW FIRST TIME KO TONG GAWIN)

Random Rant(s)

Wow, it’s good to be back! I’m posting because I really want to tell every minute idea I have in mind.

• ·      1^st semester is over in terms of requirement but I can’t fully close it yet since grades aren’t released yet! I am so nervous!  I know I made a lot of wrong decisions this semester most especially when it comes to my study habits, DAMI KO PONG PAGKUKULANG, pls! L and I know it is my fault, but I really really hope I would maintain my GWA and I swear, I would be more serious next semester, and I promise, I will nail it!
• ·      I’ve been nagging myself about thesis requirements! Yes, we are hanging too much. I don’t know but I guess we really lack focus. We can’t even formulize what we want to prove! I am annoyed and disappointed with myself because I know our topic is interesting and doable but I am not doing anything to make it possible! Second semester is almost here, we terribly need to push ourselves!
• ·      Today, they also released the fees for next semester. Could I just say na… ANG MAHAL pls? I know this is too much to rant but I just really hope that we get good professors next semester (tipong Sir Joe and Sir Chuck!)
• ·      When I woke up, I read on twitter and facebook a very dreadful news, Bohol and Cebu experienced a 7.2 magnitude earthquake that caused a lot of churches, ancestral houses, road and establishments to crumble. It is saddening most especially that these churches are considered as national heritages. Pray for Visayas!

--I didn't proofread this post, sorry for typos or grammar lapses. 

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Day 1

I saw you today and it feels bizarre. I think you look fine, quite stressed but fine.

Sunday's thought

"When you experience emotional drain, always remember that you are not alone. God is with you, ALWAYS!" #homily

Self reminder

One of the hardest things to do most especially that life is not always perfect. There are times when you wish that you are in other people's shoes and you end up feeling worse that you expected.

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Voices

I can't help but share this one:

Pia Wurtzbach ‏@PiaWurtzbach12m

Sometimes being alone can help you think clearer, but sometimes the silence can only make the voices in your head louder.

This is so true! And these voices scare me most of the time. :(

Sept 12, 2012

I think this post gives a full blow of who I am as a student (lol):

http://mayyeng16.blogspot.com/2012/09/familiarity-bridge-contempt.html

P.S. I hate the fact that I can't open that account anymore. dementia 101 joking! :))

10 months of hiding

My friend saw you this afternoon and it sucks that I am too afraid to see you! Wow, i surely suck when it comes to this crap. I just hope UST is big enough for us not to see each other. 10 months of hiding, oh boy!

First day jitters

Lord, take away this anxiety and replace it with faith. "Help us overcome our unbelief!" - Matt Jubilado

 Amen to this prayer! I can do this! Let's go Senior year!

Sunday joke

I attended an anticipad mass tonight and just want to share the priest's funny joke:


Father: Nakita mo ang ex-boyriend mong may bago na. Huwag kang malungkot. Bakit?
Parishioners: BAKIT?!
Father: Kasi sabi nga ng parents mo diba, ipamigay mo na yung luma mong gamit! Huwag madamot!


Hahaha! Totally laughed to this joke. :))

Hashtag Senior Year

Senior year, senior year, senior year… those words keep on banging my head this afternoon during our enrollment. I don’t how to feel for this academic year. I know within me that it would be a roller coaster ride and a bittersweet journey towards the finish line. I can’t help but think what will happen to me? What would happen most especially that I am an officer? I have my goals, yes I want to be part of the Latin Honors, I am aiming to have that medal on graduation day but I know there is no easy way, plus, I have a commitment with me and I need to give my best shot all the time. Hay hay hay. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m nervous. BUT I’m EXCITED! You can do this Mayyeng! Go go go!!!

Here goes my first entry for my SENIOR YEAR! 

Philippine Fashion Week Experience Day 1

I’m so lucky that I was able to attend the opening of Philippine Fashion Week Holiday Collection for 2013! I saw the chic and colorful designs of SM Ladies Fashion and Parisian as well as the sophisticated and classy designs of Michael Cinco. Obviously, I loved Cinco’s show! Until now, I can imagine the models walking in front of me. <3

Here are some of the pictures that my co-intern Gericka de Dios took:

SM Ladies Fashion Wear and Parisian

Ms. Ruffa Gutierrez modelling for the SM Ladies Fashion show

Colorful dresses for the summer!

 Michael Cinco

I really love the details of this dress.

Simple cut yet very classy

Balloon-y design

Queen bee at its finest!

The epic middle pose.

Black Swan 

 

Black and white black swan theme *i guess*

The final walk

Black and White and Black and White

Hail, the great Michael Cinco!

With my other classmates! Tasha, Me, Bert and Tricia

With my media pass ID! *winks*

Chances

Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again-Just Give Me A Reason, Pink

 But, there are things that we do not even understand. How can we even give reasons for such uncertainties?