Doubts

My mind goes a little louder since last week. I know, patience is a virtue but the wait is killing me; it makes me exhausted and frustrated at the same time. Plus, it makes me question my decision of leaving LS. I keep on asking myself, "Would i be in a better position NOW if i continued my studies?" last month, i knew i did the right thing BUT now, it keeps on pushing me to tell myself that I have made a very bad decision once again. How can i even go back to school if they have finished taking the first half? how can i go back if i already wasted almost two month doing nothing but for self-pleasure? it kills me not knowing what to do and how to remedy the situation. All i know is that one day everything will be alright and everything will fall back to their right places. Patience is a virtue Mayyeng and i need to erase all the doubts my situation has been giving. God will provide. God will make a way for me to get back on track.

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(did not proofread this post)

because i said i would

I WILL TOP THAT EXAM! 

I CAN DO THIS!

Let it go

My very logical realisation.  Posting this to remind me that there is no turning back now. Let it go yeah gurl. 

P.S. Thank you Kuya Mark for listening to my rants! HAHA!

Ending My Misery

Every day I dread for your actions but it kills me every time I see your name appears.
It is as if it reminds me of how stupid I can be,
For feeling so intense for a person whom I just met.
I want to concentrate in achieving my goals.
But how can I do that if you destroy my mood?
I will be selfish for now.
I will tell what I feel and think is best for me.
I just really want to end my misery.

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Amends

"Because I want to be found. And I hope it will be you----who finds me." Lang Leav

My exact feelings! HAHA! Lang Leav never fails to capture what I feel.

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Book Challenge: Challenge Accepted!

Three friends challenged me on Facebook regarding 10 books that stayed with me in one way or another. The challenge says:

In your status, list 10 books that have stayed with you in some way. Don't take more than few minutes and do not think too hard. They do not have to be "right" books or great works of literature, just ones that have affected you in some way. Tag 10 friends including me.

So here's my top 10 list plus, i included quotes that I remember! 

1.    The Diary of a Young Girl- Anne Frank

“But feelings can't be ignored, no matter how unjust or ungrateful they seem”

“No one has ever become poor by giving.”

2.    Tuesdays with Morrie- Mitch Albom

“The truth is, once you learn how to die, you learn how to live.”

“Don't let go too soon, but don't hold on too long.”

3.    The Five People You Meet in Heaven-Mitch Albom

“Sacrifice is a part of life. It's supposed to be. It's not something to regret. It's something to aspire to.”

4.    The Alchemist- Paulo Coelho

“And, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”

“There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.”

5.    Master of the Game- Sidney Sheldon

“I'm a woman. I have a right to change my mind.”

6.    The Little Prince- Antoine de Saint Exupery

“And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye

“The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, they are felt with the heart.”

7.    The Falling Leaves – Adeline Yen Mah

“You have your whole life ahead of you. Be smart. Study hard and be independent.”

8.    Para Kay B- Ricky Lee

“Mas matinding nakakaalala ang puso kaysa utak.”

9.    Percy Jackson Series- Rick Riordan

“To be perfect you have to feel perfect about yourself – avoid trying to be something you are not.” – Aphrodite, Lost Hero

10. IQ84 – Haruki Murakami

“I can bear any pain as long as it has meaning.

“Please remember: things are not what they seem.”

I actually enjoyed doing this challenge. I reminds me of the lines that changed the way i think and feel for certain things.  Reading can totally bring you to certain dimensions that you can't imagine.

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HIMYM says...

How I Met Your Mother quotable lines! Here's my favorite:

‘So really the biggest mistake would be not to make that mistake, because then you’ll go your whole life not knowing if something was a mistake or not.’

– Lily, Season 1, Episode 21

Read more HIMYM quotes: http://thoughtcatalog.com/lisa-gacki/2014/06/10-how-i-met-your-mother-quotes-we-can-all-relate-to/

Forget Me (Not)

I will start forgetting you.
No more random messages.
I will stop visiting your pages.
So, please stop liking my posts!